(Verse. 1)
I don't really do this often
But ima talk my shit
I been feeling exhausted
I Don't really wanna really wanna deal with it
Trapped inside my head
Could you even deal with it?
Lately I been thinking a lot
Thinking to much I could feel the rot
Shit could never stop
Don't wanna put these thoughts
In my verses
I act fine but I'm hurting
People never see that version
Don't need therapy
I swear
I'm a better me
I swear!
Depression doesn't care
Neither do the people that I needed there
Five months sober
People still wanna fuck me over
Only care about there selves and their weight On my shoulders
To the people that left
Fuck you!
And I'm never gonna wish you the best
How you gonna call me out?
I was there you doubted me out
Put to much trust in you and you just backed Out
Oh You wanna laugh now?
Made a band and your proud of me now?
What the fuck is that about?
The fuck is that about
(Verse. 2)
Snow in the sky
People always asking "why"
Why am I still alive?
Everybody has a purpose so just enjoy the ride
Snow on the ground
Icy roads still don't think about slowing down
In the liquor wanna drown
Heartless no emotion
This the type of life I chosen
Freestyle of my mind words are well spoken
Everybody goes through the same shit
You're not alone even if it kind of feels like it
Cause nobody calls your phone doesn't mean You can end it
Clinically depressed
Get up everyday still wanting to do my best
If I can get through it you can don't stress
Find something you like to do and manifest
Live unstressed
Clouding your mind getting no rest
Filling your thoughts with toxic pests
Expressing your thoughts will clear that nest
Find a passion that makes you driven
Everyone is on a mission
To Find happiness or just to
Find someone who can listen