[Intro]
I promise myself.... when the time was right... that I'd get my paper, when I wasn't a loser

Never in my life that I had to resort to do something like this
But it must be done
This is three and a half years in the making
I've been saving this for a rainy day
And it's the appropriate time to do so

[Verse 1]
Dear David, everything I said was never related
This is gonna answer all the times I evaded
I can't keep this in the shade forever, I'm really ashamed
So I'ma tell you the truth with no pressure gauge in
I know what you're thinking, you feel betrayed
After I made up my life and how I behaved
You have every right to be mad and I'm afraid
To lose a great friend and be hated for the rest of my days
First of all, I lied to protect my identity
Hackers could get me and my family secondly
So much stress in me, I had no way to relieve the density
It sounds crazy, but the truth hits hard like heavy gravity
I'm not from Serbia, I was born in the U.S
That was before I learned on whom I can trust
I wish I can take it back before it goes through to us
Scraping out the lies in my teeth with a toothbrush
I know I'm fake, but I ain't got blue blood
If you wanna rip me apart, it's easier said than done
At least I'm telling you this than get caught red-handed and run
I just want you to understand where I'm headed, son
I apologize in any way, shape, size, form, or entity
Eventually, all the weight forced me to set it free
Your respect is a recommending, not a necessity
I wasn't twenty when we met, I was seventeen
Autism was real, it's not severe to me mentally
But it differs exceptionally like a wild recipe
Depends on the day and if it gets the best of me
When I'm angry, I snap and bite like a centipede
That doesn't mean I'm like Sosa and I stick it in
But I'm being honest and explaining in defense
I could never forget all the memories when I reminisce
If I looked back, I realized all the shit I did was reckless
Canibus is my idol but you're the one who helped me rap
Without you, I would still be in nest 'til I fell out and splat
In the holidays, I wanted to go down south and relax
Perhaps kick back, laugh, go loud, and collapse
Drink a six pack of beer, no Spotted Cow
Or write together for thousands of words with vowels
One of us wins the lottery, we would've gone tropical
After I studied, I'm an all-seeing lyrical nocturnal owl
I didn't work at a bar, I worked at a restaurant
But sometimes I'm isolated and unseen like a sasquatch
Not everything I said was bullshit, on that thought
I had as much women as you did, I gave my best shots
I've went through Hell but I never been shot
Rants and diss tracks is what I do with the men I fought
I didn't want to sound like I used you from every minute I watched
But as soon as I kept stories going, I developed a cynical plot
Within my existence, I protect it while gripping tenacity
I never went to prison buy my room's like it exactly
I'm dust-free clean like an Arizona chip factory
My middle name stands for trouble, I got a frigid mentality
I wanted to be a leader who's quiet like a private Paladine
If I want it all, I'll be bird dogging chicks with Vicodin insanity
They don't last, the movie was a violent tragedy
When the game came out, it was like a vibrant fantasy
I'm not a farmer, I talked about cabbages like crazy
You probably thought I'd been keeping 'em in my cabinets lately
But we both have functioning dicks, diabetes, and livers
Those are the things to avoid defeats in winners
When it comes to World War 2 matches, I dove right in
Someone's coming up the stairs, put a Stove Pipe in
Ball Turret Gunners were so frightenin'
I rolled into cover and blew it up below the horizon
No matter what team we're on, allies are disguisin'
We battled against large clans and even our alliances
Destroyed enemies with guns full of useful appliances
Then treat teammates like retards who need parental guidance
In the afternoon, that's when the campers loom
Slammed down some duck soup and blasted the Kampfflugzeug
We clapped thunder 'til the walls are plastered with bug juice
Then slash through bitches when the spade flashes the room
The old captain made a shack out of English Oak
He was SOL when Rosie wished him needless and broke
A golden goose capped with his kraken was a dream he'd hoped
I told you I'm great with stories, I can make this into a book
In the world of YouTube, I travelled the web as a gumshoe
If someone attacks or looks wack, I'm gonna shoot
This never would've happened if it was made from truth
Instead, I was being stupid and chose to use subterfuge
There were too many locks, it was an impossible bomb defuse
Shredded guts everywhere, looking like broken ramen noodles
Hell broke loose after one secret made it a long prelude
I hope this goes without saying, I just want a redo
You always lock and load and let off the fatal flow
Sounds like I don't belong in this unstable rollercoaster
Lips gon' blast with explosive lyrics, so staple all over
Layin' with bones after a parasympathetic vagal syncope
You and me, we give out no freebies, so fuck them bitches
We keepin' it real, our presence struck the vicious
Strip the wicked and the visuals gave luck in our business
Punish them incandescently by erupting blood, for instance
Send them to an everlasting summer in an underground city
With hydrofluoric plasma pools that boil for eternity
Nothing can save them is what occurs to me
It's a total damnation of nightmares for their serpentine
If our girls were dishonest, we would've blammed their bae
Not with guns, but beams full of gamma rays
I'm happy you listened, hopefully our bond won't procrastinate
Because if Yellow was here, this is what he has to say
[Verse 2]
I should've left this all out on how Monroe felt
Instead, he gave me the mic like a turncoat from Hell
I shove Ritz Crackers down your throat to get a stroke like Roosevelt
Anything more than a hundred stings is basically overkill
He had responsibilities, he had to hold it down
Too many thoughts in his head, he has to flow 'em out
There was no turning back the way he chose the route
I'm not afraid to say this but I'm afraid Roe's gone rogue now
Any idiot with experience should know that the road's gone cold now
Especially those who have worked second shift when Kroger's in town
If you have talent and have no clue, let me show you how
Get a mic first, and think before you explode and shout
This is Lyrical Law vs Ripgutology
A spiritual bomb vs NipTuck lobotomy
After one invincible song, your lips are zipped shut, no apologies
I expose internal frauds that were dick sucking and frolicking
With the right physical taunts, he would've fought me
Bullies act biblical with chaunce and get beaten up lawfully
I make them miserable, they're not the boss of me
They're vulnerable and perishable in this infinite monopoly
Since when dropping out of school became cool and conceivable?
Giving yourself Karate lessons, why don't you just shoot people?
Fuck that, I bet thinking and talking about it was all kinds of fun
What kind of ammo do you have if you don't got the type of gun?
"Defy my enemies, I ain't gotta lie my niggity giggity"
After hearing your shit a hundred times, I ain't giving sympathy
"Sick of the comedy, bombing competition with anomalies"
The voice effects are undoubtedly composition anomalies
I'll be the reason you disappear when I wreck the mic
After it disintegrates, God himself attempts to rewrite
Haters make fun of you and you can't afford to be broke
Money used to be the minimal reason, now it's an important goal
"Spitting the heat and leaving them bleeding"
You can't be a killer if you're deep with your feelings
Murdering bitches that bring it better, but you're a poor bastard
Why can't you get cheddar for billboard with your slaughter whore magic?
You rap so fast, you probably don't remember it all
What would you do if you're witnessing your downfall?
You don't respect my boundaries, that's what I recall
The bitch you keep bringing back in the chat is Carl
Who is Triple C? Better yet, who's Triple Cunt?
Monkey see, monkey don't; Tweedle Dee, Tweedle Dum
Tweek can speak freely on how this shit's done
At the end of the week, you'll see how weak you'll become
This kid sounds like Mouth from The Goonies
The way you were born and raised is like a script of a movie
Went from running Zone Wars to Get On The Sticks
Get On The Dicks, more importantly, the Tru Lyricist's dick
I'll make your days restless and your life defenseless
With rhymes so reckless, messing with Roe is senseless
Divide my senses by six, you'll end up with triple sixes
Triple the digits means triple the spirits
My body to the third power will triple my lyrics
I'm triple the threat, triple my physical flesh
If you put your money on me, then triple your bet
Triple punches landed overhead, drink triple lunches in bed
As for David, I knew he was expecting this, honestly
A duo, Roe and Yellow, like Kyle Reese and Johnny C
It'll be a big problem for you if you respond to me
I'll even wait and stay awake for 11 days on at least
I'm destroying your parade float with flamethrowers
Stuffed in a pay load, murder your new-born when it's a day old
I'd rather listen to J. Cole's worst than your gay flows
Also, I made Pave Low right under his nose
I'm giving you my epiphany, I dissed you with no dignity
And little did he know, he didn't know diddly
You're more known in UC, your solos don't fit me
Now, that's cold fact kept in a freezer below 50
Allow me to send my regards through an essential bitch slapping
For example, I'm on an ulterior level of rapping
I question your style when a rebel was laughing
So many baby mamas dissed, the devil's next to you napping
Getting famous is alright, but you're wack with a buzz
You get pussy but if you think about it, you're a magnificent slut
Replace the stinger with chambers full of mic-nificent slugs
I pick on champs 'cause that's what Mike efficiently does
You're hideous, when you're old - skin wrinkles like Darth Sidious
I'm serious, I sneak codes and secrets in raps like Prometheus
Your problem with me is my lifestyle, it's ridiculous
Nos wanted to rap with you but ignoring him is insidious
Idols become rivals, fans become haters
Now, sell-outs earn the title "Unreliable Emancipator"
I'm a pathological liar with an astronomical desire
Lyrical murder will be an insurmountable prior
Go stick to melodies, maybe R&B with an acoustic
Your video with the most views isn't even music
I'm done with the disrespect, this has been my only option
I got enough diss tracks to make my own top ten
This is the ultimate example of down right treason
If this was a sport, I'd knock YTMC's out of the season
Sending diss records through computers like homing beacons
Getting you mad enough after blowing steam with a mic, holy Jesus
When I want a verse, it bothers you when I bring it up a lot
At this point, I prefer DNA from King of the Dot
When I see bullshit, it becomes a piece for the plot
When it's released, it messes you up like fifteen amnesia shots
A second life decimated as soon as the body reanimates
Bones exposed like car parts through dents and paint
Every fake friend I make is like a test run to annotate
You're a lyricist but you're not true, you're just DNAin't