[Intro]
I know we could fall in love again, my babe
Well, I never stopped loving you, I mean
It was crazy how I had the gun

[Chorus]
It was crazy how I had to spend the last year on my own
All the challenges I faced was doing shit I'd never done
But the feeling now is great, I'm fucking thankful for my run
Just had to fall flat on my face, that's where the best shit's always from
I could never compensate for all the bad shit that I've done
And I still hardly feel safe, when I go out I take a gun
Everyday I think about Lucas, never got his flowers though
I feel like music, I abuse it, I didn't know it was this powеrful
I don't know what I should fucking do, there's like a million ways I could go
It's only bеst friends in my crew, I fucking love you, you're my bro
This shit is wonderful

[Verse]
Watch what— watch what happens next, you never know
I could have it all at once, but it feels better when it's slow
And I can't just do this for fun, it has to be, like, all I know
I'll obsess over it, if I really like you it'll show but you'll still never know
Will I ever love another girl? I highly doubt it
I don't wanna do another show, I just wanna drown
And I just can't post nostalgia but I know I should, I know I have to
To you bro I owe it, I don't know what to do, I feel bad
And I get fucking scared whenever I take shrooms
I wish that— I wish that you were here my babe, I can't ever stop loving you
[Chorus]
And I had to spend the last year on my own
All the challenges I faced was doing shit I'd never done
But the feeling now is great, I'm fucking thankful for my run
Just had to fall flat on my face, that's where the best shit's always from
I could never compensate for all the bad shit that I've done
And I— and I still hardly feel safe, when I go out I take a gun
Everyday I think about Lucas, never got his flowers though
I feel like music, I abuse it, I didn't know it was this powerful
I don't know what I should fucking do