[Verse 1]
It doesn't get much darker than this
Voices keep talking n shit
Smoking cigarettes, parked in the whip
Lost in the mix same shit
Since I bought me the tints
To isolate my thoughts in this bitch
See, I'm on the fence
And it's getting kinda hard to convince myself that I'm not just awfully sick
It's been harder to admit that a n***a need a little more love
That's an awful lotta thought to commit (yah)
[Hook]
You can't convince me
I've had sticks on me
Pokin' lIke fencing
Too much dough on me
Fall out the fendI
I can't fuck w that hoe she likes whitney
I done seen my own brothers against me
I done lost some close friends to depression
I done lost some close friends to addiction
But I still feel these drugs in my kidneys
[Verse 2]
You don't know the feelin'
Sometimes you wake up, feel you a milli
Sometimes you wake up, feelin' lIke a failure
Sometimes you hear a n***a, but not really
Sometimes you hear a n***a, but just barely
Sometimes they hear you, but they isn't listenin'
Sometimes you lookin' in the fucking mirror
But you can't identify your own reflection
I wanna fix it but I fuckin' can't
I can't get caught lackin' in the pain
If I could go back in time, I would
Just to prevent the forthcoming pain
On my insomnia, thIs shit is real
Playing with drugs, but it ain't a game
Making music used to help me escape
But now I feel lIke I'm a shark in a tank
[Chorus]
Yuh, ready, go
Yeah, I'm tripping on these perkies lIke a vertigo
You would think it's been so long since I've been alone
But I always feel alone if you didn't know
Yea, ion even trip bout it anymore
Pick a pill, I'm lIke eenie meenie miney mo
It'll help me sleep
What I tell myself when there's no one home
I'm in hell
I'm in hell, I'm not coming home
Unavailable
Can't just pick up the phone
Off the rails, I've been careless 'cause I don't know
If a n***a wanna be here anymore
MIght fuck around and just stand in the middle road
Just so I can see jor-
[Car noises]
[Outro]
Ion know
Ion know
Please
Know
Yuh, ion know
Oh ion know
Please
Know
[Car noises]
