Aviators
Disconnected
[Verse 1: Aviators & Synthfox]
Out on a limb here, just letting this year pass
Every second crawling with no help from you
It's all a blur when I get the feeling that
Everyone is bullshit, so I must be too
I’m undeserving of this old house of cards
Trust me, I will find a quick way to lose
Stuck with the fear of living a better life
It's easy to feel safe when there's nothing to prove

[Chorus: Aviators & Synthfox]
Set me on fire, throw me away
I’d rather feel this than nothing
I know how to be afraid
Call me a liar, make me feel small
I feel like this world should break me
But nothing changes after all
I'll never be perfect, but neither will you
In words left unspoken, we've buried the truth
No room left to breath here, pressed under the knife
I know I deserve the silence of a disconnected life

[Verse 2: Aviators & Synthfox]
Just for example, say you forget me
To start over apart and rebuild something new
It sounds familiar, endings begin again
Each mistake, I'm learning a lesson from you
You know the scope of my inadequacies
Between the lies, you acknowledge I'm here
I'll take the fall for the faults of who we are
Give me all the blame when I give in to fear
[Chorus: Aviators & Synthfox]
Set me on fire, throw me away
I'd rather feel this than nothing
I know how to be afraid
Call me a liar, make me feel small
I feel like this world should break me
But nothing changes after all
I'll never be perfect, but neither will you
In words left unspoken, we’ve buried the truth
No room left to breath here, pressed under the knife
I know I deserve the silence of a disconnected life

[Bridge: Aviators, Aviators & Synthfox]
Crowded out, yet alone
In this house, not a home
I can’t find the will to settle
In your eyes, I see pain
Not quite mine but the same
You can't help but try to meddle
I’ve been sleepwalking again
Mindlessly searched for the end
What's in my head, and can I rest it?
I'm disconnected from you
My efforts leaving me bruised
Am I loved, or am I desperate?
[Chorus: Aviators & Synthfox]
Set me on fire, throw me away
I'd rather feel this than nothing
I know how to be afraid
Call me a liar, make me feel small
I feel like this world should break me
But nothing changes after all
I’ll never be perfect, but neither will you
In words left unspoken, we've buried the truth
No room left to breath here, pressed under the knife
I know I deserve the silence of a disconnected life