Vanilla Taurus
They kept pulling me down, but for some reason i kept getting back up
[verse]
Hey hey hey
Look
I love to watch myself bleed cus
Well, I don't really know why
But I just came out the earf
Reborn through the dragon's eye
I am not a poet motherfucker
I'mma sacrifice
You faggot's ready for war
I'm already ready to die
Half the time i can't distinguish
What happened in life is strange
Or what happened the other day
Just happy to break away
Now i'm glad to make mistakes
Still stuck in my bad ways
Always havin a bad day
I was that kid wifa fat face
Now im that kid wifa
Camera anda
Caffeine addiction
Losing some fucking sleep
Over shit in my fucking dreams
They said to drink tea
But i ain't here to spread genes
I was drinking myself to sleep
Then slittin my fucking wrists
I was gettin so fuckig pissed
Puttin wholes in my fuckig fists
I shouldn't be sayin this
But im sick of my fuckin shit
Im no better than father
Doin the shit he did
I genuiley need therapy
My thoughts've scaring me
I might not make it long
If i keep like this
I was writin the wrong song
Holdin on for bliss
Got so many problems
Dont even know what to call em
I often fantasize
About my friends dying
And the cry in public places
Abandonment issues
I seena lota faces
Its not the journey
Its the fucking destination
That you went for
In the first place