[Verse 1]

Ay

Look
Breathing but barely
Scary monsters
Surrounding my creases
Rap's were feces
Jesus just another one
Tryna get what he can't get
I followed footsteps
Till I tripped
Shit's corny
Frosty morning
Engourged my body
Fuck you
You're just a thottie
My brain froze over
Cus these thoughts
Stopped me in my tracks
This snow's too thick
To take another step in
And if I do I'll likely slip
And screw up
Homie, I threw up
Cus shit was too tough
Immovable forces
Forced me to forget
What I knew
Threw it out, learned about
Peace, yet fell to a dark place
I'm facing the worst time I've been in
But maybe it's the happiest I've ever been
Event's placed in front of me
Go around or thru
Or just give up
Those were my options
I did all of them
I quit rappin
Came back
Homie, I ain't cappin
Wrinkled like the captain
Worried more about the caption
Than what's in it
And scared someones gonna call me a faggot
A week remains of pain and lame brains
Nothing really changed
Felt stupid and depressed
Fuck it, bitch please
I'm a badass in a dress
Saying this shit
Cus it's the only shit
That helps with the stress
I guess I must confess
I never liked the winter
But it's better than the summer
I feel out of place in parties
Sitting around, fake smiles
I'm too much of a bummer
Maze runner, ran away now I'm the cum chaser
See you next year
Motherfucker
[Chorus]

Do you remember
Last September
I woke inside december
And hardly remember august
Can't belive I
Made it thru all this
Getting pissed
And start actin heartless
I'm Acting all retarded
Probably shouldn't say that

[Verse 1]

Fuck it
I know some fake rats
Bitches just wanna fuck
With me
I ain't talking sexually
Cus frankly
That shit's a mess to me
Motherfuckers just wanna
Mess with me
Shit got me unrestfully
Been a few months
Since I got some restfull sleep
Outside of my bed ya see
Dad's words haunting my dreams
Crying myself to sleep
Cus that's the only way
I'm burning off this extra energy
Thinkin of takin estrogen
I probably need some rest again
Sleep all my problems away
Cus they ain't there when
I'm driftin away
So when you see me on my last day
Just know I hope it ain't a bad day
Gotta move on
Fuck, gotta drop a new song
It's been far too long
Since I did shit the
Way I wanna
I've been gettin pissed
And sadder than fucking shit
Barely 16 with dick in my fist
Can't finish this nut cus
My tears drippin down my face again
So I'mma ask again
[Chorus]

Do you remember
Last September
I woke inside december
And hardly remember august
Can't belive I
Made it thru all this
Getting pissed
And start actin heartless
I'm Acting all retarded
Probably shouldn't say that