Part 1 Doors

[Verse 1]

Feelin trapped every day
Hidin all my thought away
So nobody can see my pain
Man this feels so damn cliche
I was trapped in a shed
With no fucking escape
Thoughts locked in my head
Boutta go insane
Why the fuck I like that boy
Why the fuck I think he's cute
Now I'm this close to greatness
Hoping I don't get famous
Feel like I've created
Nothing but anguish
Get me outta my brain kid
I've been lost in my thoughts
Connected the dots
Till the day that I drop
Man I'm losing my mind
Just wanna come out
With my time alright
I'm wasting my life
Way too fucking quick
I'm losing my shit
I'm losing my cool
So don't fuck with me faggot
That's what I say to myself
Ring my own doorbell
So I can say somebody visited
So when I make you a beat
Don't credit me
Name's Kalabar
Lost like an album heart
Can't believe I've come this far
Part 2 shed

[Verse 1]

Didn't think I'd be this sad
Thought I got better (better)
Didn't think I'd be this mad
Got it from my father (father)
Didn't realize this is where my brains at
Man I might just aim back
Never feeling relaxed
Anxiety giving me a fucking heart attack
Chest poppin, no stoppin
Gotta be a better person
So thank you dad, I learned a lot from you
Taught me exactly what the fuck not to do
Jaded till I'm faded, man I'm living like a bum
Put in so much effort
Then say I don't give a fuck
Think it's time to leave
Had my time to greive
This where it all changed
Outside of this shed
Surrounded by strangers
I swear they won't me dead
This time is the time
I won't get trapped inside my head
They want to sing some
But wasn't hasn't been said?
Left some gas and a match
Back where I left