[Verse 1]

Dad think's these fucking faggots weak
Nearly everyone I know
Went, n turned they're back on me
Don't even got my family
Money ain't ever made a happy me
Just wish my dad was in my my life
This ain't love, it's just war
Got my city on my mind
Wonder what'd they think of me
Cus when I think of me
Start thinkin of this place's history
And if I stay here, it might end grizzly
I just wish my dad was in my fucking life
Every time, nearly every late night
Start drownin in my bed
Thoughts got down in my head
Start wishing I was fucking dead
I see the past, but I think that I misread
Never put a bullet in my head
Wish I had a father that was better
Maybe I'm just succuming to this weather
Don't know why I kept his letter
That he sent to me from prison
Why'm I sayin this, it's none of yalls business
I Kept hidden