Recently i've been overthinking
Maybe just over drinking
Doin not enough singing
So watch me shut my brain off
Then the other one talks
Its not a battle, just an endless war
I'd just leave but like monsters inc, i broke the door
Oh
There goes my thoughts again
Fucking everything like how rocky did
Feeling like a rocky kid
Mountains really arent my thing
Im more into suicidal thoughts, and those kinda things
This ain't a rap song
Dont call it a sad song
Im just doing my thing
Then i put it in a song
Same damn shit happens a millions years from now
Wonder if the kid will look back and say wow
How did he even make it
Past the overzealous facts
And the overused tac-
Tics that the kids masterin'
He's practisin'
Just to watch the sub count dip again
Rip it in half
And watch the world move past
It's true that this world moves fast
No Barry Allen flash
Hit and runs, fags gonna dash
I could make a reference but i feel like nobodies gonna get it
I could release a dope song but nobodies gonna listen
So i called my self nobody
Then things got muddy
Lost a million buddies
So now im ghost
Not better than most
Just good enough
Im not all that tough
But i gotta be soon
Rappin about a blue moon
Funny thing is
I ain't ever gonna see it
Thats just the facts
But it dont mean i dont wanna be it
Gettin cold recently
Honeslt i'm feeling illy
Fitted to be commited
To a life i haven't been livin
Ive been poppin boners to gay shit
Ever since yall said i wouldn't make it
Now im feeling hella sick
Not a good way
But like i think i need some medicine