[Verse 1]

Paranoia, in my brain
Feels so insane
Day after day
Nothing seems to change
It feels the same
But really mane
Thinking I've gone psycho
Like go with the flow shit
It's ridicoulous
That we live like this
Our existences
Depend on
Religious
Satanic
Nonsense
Now my miles running low
And I don't where to go
I'm surround on all ends
Paranoid of my friends
My mindset extends
Resisting a feeling so grim

[Chorus] x2
Paranoia
Paranoia
Paranoia inside my brain
Paranoia
Paranoia
Paranoia makes me insane

[Verse 2]

Goddamnit where's this jesus
You speak of
I'm resisting a feeling
That starts the devil from dealing
Cause when you play cards with him
We all know who really wins
Now my vision starts to blur
I'm saying words but their not heard
I'm say it's good, I'm so hurt
When my gpa is 2.3
Then why my mom and dad so proud of me?
Paranoid they're hiding something
Fuck it, now I'm not humming
I'm engulfed in all the music
Which helps me just lose it
When my brain starts acting foolish
Just trying to hide these bruises
The music comes out my speakers
My friends got fancy sneakers
Me, I got my new best friend
Call him the reaper
It's seems so useless to fuel it
But like a king I rule it
But then It's my time to cool it
My brain becomes unruly
And usually
What's truly the truth
Just fucks up the youth
So while I sit in the booth
Enjoy you sweet tooth
Like a ghost, I feel haunted
By the joy I just wanted
Like when I came out
And was more than taunted
Fuck em
Easily I just do me
Recently I've been seeing
People up in my dreams
They look just like me
But how can that be
My spirit is free
But their's is just trapped
[Chorus] x2

Paranoia
Paranoia
Paranoia inside my brain
Paranoia
Paranoia
Paranoia makes me insane

[Verse 3]

Chill out Caleb
Why you so mad bro?
Cause I'm half way in the gay club
And nobody knows
Secrets burn holes
But lies make ya empty
The truth is just so tempting
Sadness is a blessing
That keeps me from confessing
It seems so depressing
Now everybody's geussing
On why I can't trust myself
I'm just trying to love myself
But I guess I love everyone
So why the fuck I hate myself
Sometimes I just wanna be done
And I just wanna run
Just getta outta here
Now everyone knows that I'm queer
It's a scary ass feeling
That I've tried to supress
Suprise, it's hard to exprees
Yourself, sometimes
I just need something to celebrate
I need to fucking delegate
Two people in me, but they just won't seperate
Fuck it, I'mma live this way till I hella fade
I need more umbrella days
Cause all it seems to do is rain
So
That's that
I'm paronoid
I'm bisexual
I'm jesus
I'm amazing
I hate me
I love me
I love to hate me
I hate to love me
It's not all snuggly
Life can be ugly
But living is lovely
[Chorus] x2

Paranoia
Paranoia
Paranoia inside my brain
Paranoia
Paranoia
Paranoia makes me insane

[Outro]

We were too early
We were too early
We were too early
We were too early
We were too early
We were too early