[Verse 1]

When I got into this game I was a hip hop infant
13 years of age
Less than a year later
A lotta shit's changed
I discovered myself
I discovered so much
Don't listen to edub as much
I wish I did
It makes me feel like shit
Didn't come to rap about xans and shit
The peep did pass
Malone showed some class
Even though I think he's music is ass
(Malone that is)
I respect him
For what he did
He's just like me
But not at all
People at the top charts
Are lacking hearts
Fuck G-Eazy
Unruly Mess was better than Gemini
Fuck, so was Open Your Eyes
I needed that advice
To see the world in a diffrent light
The lighbulb's flickering
This shit is indifferent
World's ever changing man
I already got a plan
Make music, get in what I put out
Then leave the planet
Chorus

That's how it is
The cycle of nightmares
Is the cycle of my dreams
Strange
But I hope it never does change
I love it all the same
Vanilla is the name
So Vanilla's what I rep
The dreamscape is where I step
I see it all
Stars that can fall
Angles with no wings
Cause these angles can sing
The angels hate me
But I love them
The vids with barely passed
Ass flaps
And loud trap blasts
They fly by so fast
I started with a mask
Took a hammer
Then I smashed
New year
New me
But no really
Same shit ya see
It's songs with me me me
My my my
But I'm asking why
Looking in the mirror
Wanna smash the fucking thing
But the bloody knuckles are a reminded
Of the best old times
Inspired by so many rhymers
Flashbacks of nostalgia
Reliving takes feels from ya
New shits what Im stuck with
Cause hindsights a bitch