I just need some time to figure it out

Time for myself to think

Sometimes I feel like I'm bipolar
Sometimes I feel like I don't even know myself
Am I happy or am I sad
Am I a good girl
Or am I bad
Sometimes they jus drive me mad
Im jus wishing I could go back
Held down the family but they act like I'm supposed to do that
Sit back n think about how I got here
Tell my mama I like to smoke she said that I'm a pothead
I could be fucking rappers
I could be doin wild shit
I could be filthy flirting
But I'm too busy working
Worst luck with love
I want it from one person
Who don't jus judge me for my pictures and they see my purpose

I just need time to figure it out