[Verse 1: Jehry Robinson]
I used to dream of suicide (yeah), I had too much pride (yeah)
Everyone got older and they got a nine to five (yeah)
Now they havin' babies and they livin' neighbors' lives (yeah)
I'm still out here scrapin' like I'm tryin' to survive
[Chorus: Jehry Robinson]
I'm in the backseat trippin' on my past mistakes
Ask me, I don't see no happy days
Even when I'm okay, I'm not great
I promise you ain't want to live inside my brain
[Verse 2: Jehry Robinson]
Simmer down, hear me out
I done climbed a mountain, Paramount
And if you got some doubts we can air it out
If you gonna sell your soul get a fair amount
I'm trying to livе life in the herе and now
I used to like all the things I don't care about
There now, just keep your head up, you a soldier
[Chorus: Jehry Robinson]
I'm in the backseat trippin' on my past mistakes
Ask me, I don't see no happy days
Even when I'm okay, I'm not great
I promise you ain't want to live inside my brain
[Post-Chorus: Jehry Robinson]
So I keep slippin' 'til I lose my head
So fictitious you gon' lose something
Everybody's not real, they're all fake
I be happy if I last a couple more days
[Verse 3: Jehry Robinson]
Life is just a climb (yeah), everybody dies (yeah)
How you hatin' on me 'cause I'm young and in my prime? (yeah)
Wish when I was younger I knew all that shit be fine
But I know I'll get everything in a matter of time
[Chorus: Jehry Robinson]
I'm in the backseat trippin' on my past mistakes
Ask me, I don't see no happy days
Even when I'm okay, I'm not great
I promise you ain't want to live inside my brain
[Verse 4: King Iso]
Sick inside when I came inside the game (yeah, yeah)
I used to sit inside insane asylums gang (yeah, yeah)
Got signed quick and thought that maybe I could change (yeah, yeah)
But picture this, my mind frame is all the same (yeah, yeah)
But I took this amount of pain
Window would get me around the back
Switched up, I split and drowned a drink
Sip slow, then quick I'm bound to sink
Friends know I'm trippin', how I've been distant
Now they all sit and file complaints
Man I got kids just trying to play
But they hit the road like a million miles away
Finna rock a stage, I need to pay the bills
I’m on my "broke and famous", feel like Rittz
I need to change for real, label keep calling
But I’m at my temple, G with stainless steel
Don't want to let my fans down, I don't need IG to make it real
I'm yelling "Jesus, take the wheel"
[Chorus: Jehry Robinson, King Iso & Jehry Robinson]
I'm in the backseat trippin' on my past mistakes
Ask me, I don't see no happy days
Even when I'm okay, I'm not great
I promise you ain't want to live inside my brain
[Post-Chorus: Jehry Robinson]
So I keep slippin' 'til I lose my head
So fictitious you gon' lose something
Everybody's not real, they're all fake
I be happy if I last a couple more days