[Intro: Taebo & King Iso]
Hey Iso, what's brackin' n***a
What's brackin' with it, my nig
You doin' all these talks about mental health, you ain't ever told these n***as how you was gettin' in the mental hospitals n***a?
Aight hold on, look
[Verse 1]
N***a, shit, I don't about these other motherfuckers but I wasn't self diagnosed
Had to defeat the purpose like a diet coke
I was taking medication by the dose
With a bad nurse sprintin' tryna go
And two armed guards standin' by the do'
Like a bank teller what got a rope
Pull a pill on all 'em [?]
She know I ain't finna take shit like a constipated n***a tryna go
But it's a lot of folks that wanna try the dope
I gotta trade for the truth I was on
For the food, water, just a young thug tryna tunechi like Hollegrove
'Cause my energy was kinda low
Came from the [?] got ghost by the time he rose
A role model, you just worried 'bout the model hoes
My kids watch me fill up my doggy's bowl, call it Paw Patrol
Feel lake Lani playing soccer, bro
We ain't got common goals
Game genie in the game with me
Always played real and stuck by the codes, I got it though
I came from pushing them pills inside the system like a doctor's note
So I ain’t talking 'bout rappin' fast
When I'm letting these choppers go
But you the one with problems though
N***a, hold up
[Hook]
I had them pills under my tongue
I was trapping out the mental ward
All these rap suckers faking on the gang
You ain’t been before
But that’s the type of shit that made me psycho
'Cause you ain’t never live a n***a life bro
[Verse 2]
N***as be talking like they crazy and they rap like they tough
Never had the Board of Mental Health put 'em in no fuckin' shackles and cuffs
Mama standing right there like “sorry but they had to because”
She knew I’d end up killing a couple of you and me after it’s done
Hearing n***as rap like it’s fun
When I’m out here packing these guns
51/50 when they come get me
One up, is that I’d become
Meaning: I'mma get sent to facilities
Deemed ability, freedom is stripped from me
People be kidding me, be it pretending me
Load up a nina and blacken the sun
Because they try to give me that poison
I hit that with my tongue, ay
They be trafficking people in here
Trafficking drugs, aye
Hella organs, they melanin like African blood, aye
No real help, sounds fishy me asking for some, aye
Doubt it be done but it had to be done
Imagine these tragedies having a son
The fact that I need to go back and get treated
Though all of these rappers be jacking my stuff
Hard to fathom like a jab to the gut
You stars are at war, call me Jabba the Hutt
Peace, I will not make it, back to the hut
So I sell me appeal like I trap for the judge, n***a
[Hook]
I had them pills under my tongue
I was trapping out the mental ward
All these rap suckers faking on the gang
You ain’t been before
But that’s the type of shit that made me psycho
'Cause you ain’t never live a n***a life bro
[Outro]
'Cause that's the type of shit that made me psycho
'Cause you ain't never live a n***a life bro