[Intro]
This song is dedicated to all my doctors, all fifteen of 'em
And then all the rappers that portray like they
Like y'all with this shit, you feel me?
Iso, Brain

[Hook]
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
Dear lord a n***a think he got the Holy Ghost
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
Dear lord a n***a think he got the Holy Ghost

[Verse 1]
Funny how I fucked around and got an addiction
They force feeding me meds from hospital visits
Heart attack and they count it just for popping them bitches
Back and forth from the mental ward to lock me in prison
Younger, I'm mutilated, had a lot of incisions
Mama told me don't do it, now my pops think I'm tripping
Standing over the faucet with a cloth steady dripping
Poppin' a bunch of Tylenol and walk to the kitchen
Then I'ma drop 'til I'm twitching
Wake up in the middle of the afternoon and look up but my optic is rigid
And I can hear my father talkin' to a n***a off in the distance
Steady asking me, "Dog, why you squintin'?"
I call all my friends and tell 'em that I'm dead 'fore I'm resting on my head like I already did it
They told a n***a I would go to hell but I'm dodgin' religion
Pray to God then I pause for a minute
I don't be giving a fuck about living, you better believe it I'm red' to go
Hanging up the phone, my girl tripping, I gotta let you go
Dealing with devils daily, damn I hope I get to heaven though
Life's a rocky effin' road like Avenged Sevenfold
Methadone, liquor, now my reticles from head to toe
There's the devil, gave my soul, I want it back so let me know
Passing out again until I'm drooling on my bedroom floor
Then I hear my homie's mom screaming, "Let me check his pulse"
[Bridge]
Ativan, Haldol, Benzatropine
Respidol, Adderall, Hem, a dope fiend
Yes and I've had it all, sip some Codeine
Lexapro, Wellbutrin, I'm so keen
Lithium, Atarax, Seroquel
Overdose 'til I see Sarah Neal
Life's a LSD Ferris wheel
It's my life, fuck rap, this very real

[Hook]
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
Dear lord a n***a think he got the Holy Ghost
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
Dear lord a n***a think he got the Holy Ghost

[Verse 2]
Almost just punched my psychiatrist
Beause my diet is not what I need so I'm rioting
Mind full of mindlessness, blinded by blindeds and
I could die by the strip like Pac in '96
I need a line again, I need a Heineken
Find a tissue for my sinuses
Why do these addies all look like some minuses?
How do I stay vertical with these side effects?
Vitals look like I need vitamins
Hi, is it time to go home yet? Invite him in
Why is it I get the tremors, leviathan
He told me try to swim off my psoriasis
'Cause I been itching for the finest bitch
To come inside my room and sit down and ride this dick
But nobody wants me 'cause I'm a schiz
I keep on crying, this tiniest violin
I don't wanna get stuck here like Spider-Man
Parking my peter inside of a China chick
I was just dreaming of Cathryn, that grimy bitch
Who set me up, when I get out go hide ya kids
Now I'm on tour when I'm hiding and
Checking myself in, it's over, I'm fighting it
I wanna kill you but then you provide me with
If I go missing then y'all know what time it is
[Brige]
Ativan, Haldol, Benztropine
Respidol, Adderall, Hem, a dope fiend
Yes and I've had it all, sip some Codeine
Lexapro, Wellbutrin, I'm so keen
Lithium, Atarax, Seroquel
Overdose 'til I see Seronil
Life's a LSD Ferris wheel
It's my life, fuck rap, this very real

[Hook]
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
Dear lord a n***a think he got the Holy Ghost
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose
Dear lord a n***a think he got the Holy Ghost