Hard times

[Verse 1: King ISO]

Every day when I wake up I be thinking where I have been
So I hop in the whip and drive by the jail that I was in
Burn a L for the homies that ain’t coming home doing life in the pen
So fucked up that they got taken away from their wife and kids
I found myself trying to get back in the good grace of the lord
When I’m hungry, broke and I’m lonely and I can’t take anymore
So I grab my hoddie put the mask on and head straight for the store
Now I’m shackled and cuffed in the back of the truck and I’m facing the floor
Snap out of it. I’m free. They're gone, not me
Who’s wrong? Who’s innocent? Who’s guilty? Scott free
Still mental slaves, they’re not free
Blood running through the concrete
Get caught up in the wrong thing. Can’t defend yourself then you can not speak
When I leave this world
Just close their curtains forever
Cause all we do is kill each other. At least the system working together
And I pray for my son cause I ain’t never seen no happy home
So I smoke and I drink trying to hide this pain, yup daddy’s gone

[Chorus: Khadijah Lopez]
Cause there is no way, I’m going to sit here sober
Watch it all go down down then call me when it’s over
Come wait like whoa whoa whoa
This is the saddest shit you’ve ever heard like no no no
I don’t agree, no of course I don’t they knocking on my door
I’m have to let it ride out ride out ride out (half past)
In my hide out (way high now) waiting
And there is nothing you can do about it
(Nothing you can do about it)
Cause there ain’t no way (no way) I’m a sit here sober
[Verse:2 King ISO]
I take another blunt to the head, I take another bottle to the face
Then I get up in front of the Chevy, I’m strapped up yeah I got it on my waist
I get so high. Cause I’m so paranoid, voices telling me to kill ‘em please
They said my medicine ain’t working and I’m feeling like Pac on my enemies
My gun is my only homie
Riding all by my lonely
Don’t try me, you don’t know me
Feeling like everybody owes me
I don’t speak appropriate, drawls off up amphetamines and opiates
Trying to get me a bible, I won’t read it
My soul bleeding. My soul leaving
I’m focusing on my passion fool
These other n***as fruitier than passion fruit
No love for a bitch, get the Aston through
Got a blunt but nobody to pass it too
But that’s just who, I am
Got a 9 inside of my hand. And I blast it too
So fuck it, I’m a sicko psycho solitary n***a with an attitude
Yeah. I apologize cause I’ve had a few
I don’t want to be the one to say this, but I’m fading back into my old ways
So I pray for my son cause I ain’t never seen no happy home
So I smoke and I drink trying to hide this pain, yup daddy’s gone

[Chorus: Khadijah Lopez]
Cause there is no way, I’m going to sit here sober
Watch it all go down down then call me when it’s over
Come wait like whoa whoa whoa
This is the saddest shit you’ve ever heard like no no no
I don’t agree, no of course I don’t they knocking on my door
I’m have to let it ride out ride out ride out (half past)
In my hide out (way high now) waiting
And there is nothing you can do about it
(Nothing you can do about it)
Cause there ain’t no way (no way) I’m a sit here sober