[Chorus 1]
Are you proud of me yet?
I feel like I'm drowning again, so low
I don't even try to pretend
I'd do anything to see you smile again, oh
Spider back in it's hole
No point checking the pulse
I made sure it was dead
I think you deserve more than this, than me
I'm sick, no peace in death
It seeps through the cracks again

[Post-Chorus]
Dragon chaser
No, I never could get high enough, I admit it
Number one heartbreaker
I was running out of road, I was spinning off, didn't make it

[Verse]
Ego in the basement, I erased it
Lеarning to be patient with myself
Counting sins, go and facе them, no more evasion
Finally escaping out of this Hell
My addiction, making your heart break every time
I was missing, through it all you stayed by my side
Caused the vision, don't take the blame, it's all mine
My only wish is, you find your place in this life
[Chorus 2]
Are you proud of me yet?
I became a clown in the end, Bozo
I don't even try to pretend
I'd do anything to see you smile again, oh
Spider back in it's hole
No point checking the pulse
I made sure it was dead
I think you deserve more than this, than me
I'm sick, no peace in death
It seeps through the cracks again

[Post-Chorus]
Dragon chaser
No, I never could get high enough, I admit it
Number one heartbreaker
I was running out of road, I was spinning off, didn't make it

[Outro]
Sin after sin
Lie after lie
To all innocence, I say, "Goodbye"
Can't close the rift
Won't close my eyes
I'll regret what I did to you for the rest of my life