My rope around my neck black diamonds embedded
I'm in bed with Satan
I swear I mean one thing and do something else
I'm feeling out of place and
I feel like my mom don't give a fuck no more
My dad never did in the first place
I'm a failure of a spawn if my Grandmama barely even looking my way
This is how I start everyday

This is how I'm ending my day
My priorities fucked up
I'm a shit adult
Nothing I do adds up
I quit my job praying that this music shit start kicking in
I might as well just stick to kicking rocks then
I don't remember the last time being happy
Content ain't always honest
I have a hard time keeping friends
My own bitches always flipping
They say its as if I'm never there when
We face to face like I got a mask on
I'm just oozing with pessimism
I stopped believing in Santa Claus pretty early
Not that it matters but
It kinda matters
I couldn't be the jit who looked forward to his father coming home he was with his new bitch on Christmas
I just miss the simpler times playing X-Men Legends blind to this world of mine

My rope around my neck black diamonds embedded
I'm in bed with Satan
I swear I mean one thing and do something else
I'm feeling out of place and
I feel like my mom don't give a fuck no more
My dad never did in the first place
I'm a failure of a spawn if my Grandmama barely even looking my way
This is how I start everyday