Outside at night time with my shades on
Now I'm getting tipsy by myself like I'm J-Kwon
Felt the envy go away and now the hates gone
I feel weakness every day, I'm trying to stay strong
Say what you gotta say, just don't take long
I don't got the patience, my minds already gone
I was passing out on the front lawn
Still the same person even when they turn the cameras on

Chainmaille around my heart, no Camelot
Lotta bad things went down in that parking lot
Lotta bad thoughts in my mind, I don't talk a lot
Tryna clean up my act but I missed a spot
Acid reflux like my stomachs full of pop rocks
From the inside out I can feel the rot
I know that its not good for me, I don't know how to stop
Now I see the devil staring at me from the countertop

Whatcha gon' do, buddy? (Whatcha gon' do?)
What are you gon' do? (HURRY UP!) (Let the pain go away)
It's only temporary
But its better than feeling feelings isn't it? (yes...)
Isn't it?! (yes...)