[Verse 1]
I lost my brothers to the streets I pray they rest up
Gave you a pass it aināt no problem just donāt test us
I been finessinā since [?] had the Lexus
I missed your call I seen like fifty different messages
Fuck what they gotta say about a n***a
No matter what, how I never change on my n***as
Iām hands on, ion gotta pay for the killings
Iām building my legacy they gonā remember Iām the realest
I earned my name in the streets donāt got a point to prove
Take care of my family, do what I gotta do
Still holdinā vengeance, yeah, my younginā slidinā through
To tell the truth babygirl why would I lie to you?
[Chorus]
Scars on my face what I did I might deserve that
Thereās no avoidinā karma, yeah, destined, you canāt reverse that
Problem child since a kid, Iām the one they cursed at
They knew I was a stomper since the day I took my first step
Felonies, carry my struggles on my shoulder ātil they fell on me
I canāt kill again ācause they gonā probably tell on me
I had to get to know myself to be a better me, now Iām a better me
[Verse 2]
I barely had it so I made a plan to get my bread up
Feelinā pain like a nosebleed I kept my head up
Back against the wall, frustrated, I was fed up
Accomplishinā my goals once I win then I wonāt let up
Forgive me for the sins I did I keep begginā please
Make it last forever, baby, I wonāt let you leave
Lose your love ones, baby, make it hard to grieve
Takinā all these drugs daily make it hard breathe
He get locked but never do no time he probably said somethinā
They say itās loyal women out there I been tryna get one
Itās always āYesā, the day you tell them āNoā, they mad at you
And I survived this long by doinā what I had to do
Jealousy, tryna please everybody that shit was stressinā me
Cut āem off, do not disturb, it aināt no textinā me
Got trust issues canāt nobody else get next to me, Iām just protectinā me
I use to dream about it one day I get married
Then love woke me up, shordy played me and almost had me
I been crossed so many times to this day Iām pariā
Mistakes and my regrets, itās too heavy, itās hard to carry, this aināt makinā sense
Dealinā with my problems by myself because I hate to vent
My pride canāt supersede my decisions, Iāma remain content
Suicide crossed his mind a couple times he made a lynch
Road rage, shootout in traffic, had to replace the tint
[Chorus]
Scars on my face what I did I might deserve that
Thereās no avoidinā karma, yeah, destined, you canāt reverse that
Problem child since a kid, Iām the one they cursed at
They knew I was a stomper since the day I took my first step
Felonies, carry my struggles on my shoulder ātil they fell on me
I canāt kill again ācause they gonā probably tell on me
I had to get to know myself to be a better me, now Iām a better me
[Verse 3]
I got the streets on smash makinā all of this cash
But still on point ācause I canāt forget what I did in the past
I see opps but if they know Iām [?] give āem a pass
And to tell the truth all that beefinā shit trash
They gang banginā but they still aināt get a bag yet
I plan to earn some property and generate some assets
I learn whatās valuable, Iām jewelry shoppinā goinā plain jane
Back around my way itās gettinā worst, they on the same thing, I practice what I teach
Doinā time in the feds helped me open my eyes
What you claiminā donāt really matter, every race gonā divide
My skin color versus yours, I was caught by surprise
Speakinā to my higher ups thankful that Iām alive
Furthermore the truth surface when they mad at you
Okay, you shot him, itās different when they throw back at you
You tryna prove a point you get locked they gonā laugh at you
Black with felonies donāt look good like a bad tattoo
[Chorus]
Scars on my face what I did I might deserve that
Thereās no avoidinā karma, yeah, destined, you canāt reverse that
Problem child since a kid, Iām the one they cursed at
They knew I was a stomper since the day I took my first step
Felonies, carry my struggles on my shoulder ātil they fell on me
I canāt kill again ācause they gonā probably tell on me
I had to get to know myself to be a better me, now Iām a better me