[Intro]
I'm somewhere lost in Chicago right now
Fuck
Damn
Pain, killin'
Drunk as fuck right now
[Verse 1]
When you cry it's not charged into the game and I ain't mention this (And I ain't mention)
Mad at myself and at my guard and now I'm not even—
Notice it (And I ain't notice it)
I don't even notice you
I locked my feelings in a club, but I let you in it (But I let you in it)
You was prayin' for me to lose
I was prayin' for you to win
My mama said that havin' problems, heart bigger than me (Bigger than me)
You'll rather be somewhere else in this world than right here with me
You the reason my heart got cold
World weighin' on me, how I'm supposed to hold?
This the one I taught, baby come closer (Come here)
Tellin' me you here, then why I feel lonely? (Lonely)
You better off without me, just gone on, I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe (I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe)
Havin' second thoughts about my dawg, watch him from the corner of my eye (Watch him)
So many people want me dead
I'm out here tryna survive
I know I fucked up so many times (Uh), I promise this time I'm tryin'
Playin' took a war with my emotions, it's startin' to fuck with my mind (Uh, uh, uh)
With my career and even my kids, I'm tryna balance the ties (I'm tryna balance the ties)
Lord, I'm tired of bein' in this world, that's when I start to drink
[Refrain]
Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Pass me that right there, ayy)
Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (I'm done, I'm done, this time I'm done)
Pass me a drink
Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink (Hand me that)
[Verse 2]
Right now I'm too fucked up with myself
I'm tryna sober up (I ain't leanin')
Losin' myself with my addictions, somebody wish me luck
Tryna be strong and hold on, feel myself givin' up (I'm givin' up)
Checkin' my cell-fans soon, but tonight I'ma live it up
[Chorus]
Can you let go of me?
I don't want you to hold on me (I don't, I'm drinkin')
[Verse 3]
I promise this time different
Played them for what it was, I promise I ain't trippin' (I ain't trippin')
Ayy, when I be battlin' with myself that's when I create distance
Everybody tellin' 'em I could form it, but that's just how I'm dealin' (How I deal with it)
Expressin' myself on the mic like they care how I'm feelin'
Don't call, I ain't answerin' my phone either
Promise, I don't need you
I'm prepared for you to walk out like "Gone on and leave me" (Bye)
I promise I could do this on my own and act like they don't believe me
Havin' dreams dyin' in my home tryna protect my kingdom (The fuck?)
Once I gave away my heart I begged for her to keep it (Keep it)
Thought I was done with this pain, but it's been runnin' deeper (It's been runnin' deeper)
Fuck me and my brothers keeper
My brother tried to creep me
Drown in my emotions and this money while I'm still breathin'
Only times I don't feel strong is the times I need to be
I'm wonderin' off alone at times I don't need to be
I'm tryna hold on, help me (I'm tryna hold on)
And I ain't at peace
Tryna focus on my career
Feel like I'm failin' me (I'm failin')
I need therapy
Lockin' myself inside the dark, the devil talkin' to me (And what he said?)
My dawg in jail and he ain't sad, but he blame me for his choices (You ain't [?])
Know he ain't do it and he facin' time, he feel like it's torture
[Chorus]
Can you let go (Go) of me? (Move on)
I don't want you to hold on me (Move on, ohh)
Now, can you let go (Go) of me? (Move on)
I don't want you to hold on (On) me (Go), yeah
[Refrain]
Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (I swear I'm done this time, I'm done, I'm done)
Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Get out my— Nah I don't want it, yeah)
Pass me a drink
Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Pass me a drink)
[Outro]
Pass me a drink
I'm done this time
I'm done with the—
Pass me a drink