[Intro]
I know some shit that I wanna forget but I'ma tell everybody
I know a bitch that I thought was my friend and I'ma tell everybody
Committed some sins I hope they forgive and I'ma tell everybody
[Verse 1]
Listen, you just intrigued with my lifestyle
You don't even know my story
All the pain and the misery
Before the fame and the glory
See my daddy, he ignored me
All the older n***as they adored me
Younger boys really bored me
And everything I learned, I absorbed it
Ain't nothing wrong with a boss n***a
But I can't let a n***a boss me
If you bitches knew what I been through
To get here, what it cost me
I don't give a fuck 'bout your new car
I don't give a fuck 'bout your penthouse
Oh I think I'm the shit now?
When I met your ass I had a slick mouth
Used to love-make and celebrate
Turned to heartbreak every day
Even threw away the négligée
Butcher knives and your wedding cake
Red bricks through your windshield
Don't even know how my kids feel
Played with my heart for all these years
Thinking 'bout that shit give me chills
[Chorus]
I know some shit that I wanna forget but I'ma tell everybody
I know a bitch that I thought was my friend and I'ma tell everybody
Committed some sins I hope they forgive and I'ma tell everybody
These n***as for everybody, these bitches for everybody
I know some shit that I kept from my friends and I'ma tell everybody
Don't know where it ends but I'ma begin and I'ma tell everybody
They prayin' I lose so I'ma go in and I'ma show everybody
These n***as for everybody, these bitches for everybody
[Verse 2]
We was supposed to be a team
We was sisters, fuck a BFF
We was supposed to build a dynasty
Watched it crumble like BMF
On the road taking chances
Different clubs, doing dances
You ain't had it then I had it
I ain't never did it, didn't practice
Wanted to show you this plan that I had
It was gon' get us some fast money
But you know it's risky business
And it's real tipping so don't be a crash dummy
You know the strong the only ones survive
And the weak gon' always get exposed
And everything was going good
'Til you started playin' with your nose
I shed some tears for you ho
I would've done years for you ho
But how you gon' steal from me though?
I would've paid all of them bills for you ho
Now you ask yourself every day
Was the five bands really worth it?
All the vacations, all the shopping sprees
I spend that shit all on purses
What did I do to deserve this?
Was it the drugs or was it on purpose?
And you can tell I'm still hurting
Can hear the pain in my verses
Found some peace, I was searching
These are blesses and curses
Sincerely yours, Renni Rucci
Printed 'cause I don't do cursive
[Chorus]
I know some shit that I wanna forget but I'ma tell everybody
I know a bitch that I thought was my friend and I'ma tell everybody
Committed some sins I hope they forgive and I'ma tell everybody
These n***as for everybody, these bitches for everybody
I know some shit that I kept from my friends and I'ma tell everybody
Don't know where it ends but I'ma begin and I'ma tell everybody
They prayin' I lose so I'ma go in and I'ma show everybody
These n***as for everybody, these bitches for everybody