[Verse 1: bluu!]
They despise me, I despise myself
They criticize me, I criticize myself
I'm not doing good, I'm not doing well
But they still say I should get some help
What if I don't want to
Lock myself in my room
Things have been changing and I still feel confused
Last year I thought that things wouldve improved
But things haven't changed, Yeah thats nothing new

Get this out my head
I'm feeling dead
Every thing I see im just gonna rip it to shreds
Everything is red
All I feel is dread
I can't handle it

[Verse 3: Bloody Anarchy]
Panic, Panic
Dont know why I am so manic
Panic, Panic
Dont know why I am so manic
They say I can do better than thats when I panic
Oh my god this pressure [?]
Might causе a scene, Might not have been a good timе
Baby this is why im so manic
[Chorus: bluu!]
Every single day is just a panic
And every single day im going manic
So you can take me off this planet
Or maybe not cause I'm not sure if I want to vanish
Tell me lies, tell me lies
Don't tell me why
Why I have to hide
Cause I'm not the same
All of you is fake
Is this just a waste
What is the meaning, this feels like a game