[?], not happy so I pretend
If I cannot do this, what is my purpose then?
I'm not able to love, I lose every time I try
Can't do this anymore, all I can say is goodbye

Music the best way to cope
I don't got anymore hope
I'm in the water like boat
I wash away just like soap

Mannequin, I am so still
I don't do drugs, don't pop pills
Depression in me and it kills
I wish I know that it feel

Don't wanna deal with this stress
I'm gonna fail life as a test
My life is a wreck, it's a mess
I'm never enough, I am less

Love ain't nothing but hurt
How much is my life worth?
Not anymore than the dirt
I should've passed away first