[Intro]
Sorrow bringer
Ken, I fucking hate you
[Verse]
Lost inside my stupid fucking head again
Honestly I think that I'd be better off on meds again
You don't wanna know where the fuck my head's been
I don't really like how the fuck my head spins
Thinking bout shit that don't matter like the past
When my heart was broken, it was shattered like a glass
Now I'm picking up the pieces, sometimes I get cut
That's what's really happening with me when I be fucking up
So please don't judge too quick, I'm too sick
Tryna find love is pulling teeth and I'm toothlеss
It's time that I start living life for me, I'm sick of "you" shit
Now, why did I likе ever giving time to you to lose it?
You don't understand but I'll try to make you
Grab a fucking brick and tie it tight around your fucking ankle
Jump over the bridge and pray to God and tell him fucking save you
Yeah that's the feeling that I get when I start fucking trippin'
Now this the feeling that I get when I can write it out
Words that flow like water ain't no thinking, I just type it out
I cannot explain bliss, that's not what my thing is
So, don't you tell me "make a happy song," bitch I'm shameless
I like talking 'bout death, bitch I'm talented at this shit
Fuck a message to the youth, bitch, I'm happy I'm a misfit
Bitch, I'm glad I'm not like you stupid fucks
When I'm sad the only time I'm good enough
Life's a game, play your cards, I play mine by living hard
Endless light in total dark, I'm a wildfire
Started by a spark, all I needed was desire
Every time I died, music was my sole reviver
Only time you told the truth was when you told me you're a liar
That pain was all I needed though, that shit left me inspired
You can keep on hurting me, I'll just keep on making these
Songs about the dread I feel when I lay in these burdened sheets
[Outro]
When I lay in these burdened sheets
When I lay in these burdened sheets