[Chorus]
Always get left in the past, connections I build, they never last
Try to be careful but I still crash, I lay in the dirt while they sit there and laugh
Tired of this, tired of that, I'm cold as ice, that's why I crack
My life is a joke, please take it back, please take it back

[Verse]
Not really vicious, I got no ambition
I think that I'm trippin, I won't ever get it
Can't cope with this feeling, just want you to listen to me
Why am I never whatever they need? Why do they always go leave?
Right now I am begging please, just do it for me
But we never agree, too many problems, too much negativity
Tired of friends, they just go and get rid of me
Hatred and sadness, I am the epitome
Step a lil closer to see what you did to me
You'll never know what you did to me cause you don't care
This isn't fair, I cannot bare, I cannot bare

[Chorus]
Always get left in the past, connections I build, they never last
Try to be careful but I still crash, I lay in the dirt while they sit there and laugh
Tired of this, tired of that, I'm cold as ice, that's why I crack
My life is a joke, please take it back, please take it back

[Outro]
"Across from my eighth-grade guidance counselor, the only thing that I could think was 'you’re not good enough; you’re not smart enough, you’re not enough,' and it didn’t matter if I was because these were the constricted limits of my perception. So when I held that 8-inch chef’s knife in my hand and I raised it to my throat and I just pressed it there and I felt the blood begin to trickle down my hand. The only thing I could think in that moment: nobody would even know you’re gone."