[Intro]
You can see the pain in my eyes I'm not alive
If there's a smile on my face, that's my disguise
I stand up strong cause I don't wanna cry
How can I live life when I just wanna die?

[Verse 1]
Hating life getting old as shit, so are the songs promoting it
I'm tryna change, I swear I am, but something in me keeps folding in
Tryna get out this hole I'm in, when I climb up I just fall deep
And I get stuck, am I just fucked? Is it too late? Should I just leave?
Should I snap off on this dumb fuck? Steal his shit and say dumb luck?
'Cause I'm broke and this fucking job creates too much stress
And still ain't paying enough, I hate the cash but I need the shit
Bubbling up to a screaming fit, I'm a nice guy but this world ain't
So I'm switching my smilе to war paint

[Chorus]
Shut the fuck up, never been this fucking fuckеd up
Fuck up, always what I was, wish I wasn't stuck
Tough luck, always on my own, leave me alone
I was never shown how to make it out alive

[Verse 2]
You can see the pain in my eyes I'm not alive
If there's a smile on my face, that's my disguise
I stand up strong cause I don't wanna cry
How can I live life when I just wanna die?
You can see the pain in my eyes I'm not alive
If there's a smile on my face, that's my disguise
I stand up strong cause I don't wanna cry
How can I live life when I just wanna die?
That ain't me no more, no no, I got out of there all on my own
I became the fire in my freezing cold
They only try to love you when you're too far gone
Why in the fuck would you do this? You'll be the reason I die if you don't quit
Taking my life has been my biggest notion, if I did, I don't think you'd even notice
[Chorus]
Shut the fuck up, never been this fucking fucked up
Fuck up, always what I was, wish I wasn't stuck
Tough luck, always on my own, leave me alone
I was never shown how to make it out alive