Laying in my bed, been up for 24 hours
I don't wanna feel the love unless the love is ours
I should learn to let go but I'm honestly a coward
I'm afraid that we're past our final hour

Baby where'd you go?
I been missing you since I made that grave mistake
I think I should take a hint, that you're done with me for good
But I still wonder if we could make it work out
But then again I wonder if we would

Cause we're both fucked up, we don't know what we want
But I know I want you back and that I never could front
I'm like I was when I had that job calling outbound
I don't care about shit, I only work when you're around

Come back baby, won't you save mе?
I hope you don't hate me, I could nеver even if I say that I do
I only have cause it hurt so much to go without what I had
Your touch on my soul made me glow
And how dark it's been without
You don't even wanna know

I can't escape from myself, I know I'll burn in hell
For the things that I did but I never would tell
Nicotine on my tongue, bad build up in my lungs
Metal press on my lid, my hand is holding a gun
Send a signal from my brain to my hand just to end them all
Place I'm in just abysmal, like the hole inside my heart
If I had a fucking nickel every time I fell to parts
I could buy a fucking missile and blow up for real this time

I get lost when in my mind, all my thoughts are you & I
Think bout all the times that you fed me up with lies
Telling me you loved me, ain't nothing else above me
But I know everything is at the bottom of the pit
Fuck this, I'm pissed, my pain I'm in
I don't think I'll ever get what the fuck it is I did