Nothing seems to be working out for me
I'm all out of options and talking it out won't do nothing
So leave me alone, I'm not picking up the phone
I just need a fucking sign, I need a miracle
And if God don't come down himself
I think I'll do something that'll send me to Hell
Because I need to become stable
And I don't see how I can be able
To be good with all of this bad
I might just take myself out, lately all I feel like is trash
I just wanna let it all out, swear on all I love, I might crash
I don't even fucking know how everyone else isn't mad
Broke as fuck and broken
All hope is fucked, I'm hopelеss
I've had enough of soaking in tears that I was thrown in
I'm gonna throw you off thе edge of this Earth
I'mma take you and put all of my pain where it hurts, in another
Scream but it's smothered, bleach in the gutters
Your soul is now in the water, deep under
I'll take this world and I'll turn it to ash
Turn all you have into something you had
I'll never know why my mind just went bad
Spend so long healing then fuck up so fast
You're not helping me at all bitch please get off my back
Into love I'll never fall because it never lasts