[Verse 1]
Think I need help but I won't ask, I feel so weak when I do that
I just hide myself in my lies, don't even ask, I'll say I'm fine
But I know I'm not though, I'm nowhere near close
I don't think I ever will be, think I'm immortal, I swear that she killed me
She say she didn't, but I know I feel it
I don't feel alive though, I wanna just end it
You ate my heart and you still don't seem finished
I had to block, can't see you in my mentions
The silence is so loud, I don't wanna go out
Thank you for inviting but I'm feeling so down
I don't wanna go out, I'm feeling so down

[Bridge]
I don't wanna go out, I'm feeling so down
My hopes getting low now, body vacant, my soul's out
I can't take it, it's old now, heart pacing, think I might be sick

[Verse 2]
Post death feel like gucci, I'm so sick of this
Your love burned right through me now I can't be fixеd
Just be straight up with me, no need for the tricks
I donе felt so much pain, how much worse could I get?
I can't imagine, I don't wanna know
Malice intentions, just leave me alone
I've been the victim, now I'm at your throat
In stone it is written, I'm meant for the throne
My ego is hungry, I might hit yo shawty
Don't want her for too long, I just want the top
It's honestly funny how these hoes be moving
I can't trust another won't make me look stupid