[Verse 1: Explicit]
I been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking
Waiting for the day the reaper fucking takes me
Bitch, I’m nothing, you can’t fucking save me
Don’t say that you love me if you fucking hate me
My emotions, they’re always mistaking
Deep inside my ocean, is where I’ll be fading
Where’d you go bitch? What happened to staying?
I can’t fucking cope with, scars that I would make bleed
My walls cave in, baby, I can’t take this, lately you been changing
Baby, make it make sense, I been patient
My hearts fuckin aching, sick of fuckin faking, baby girl I hate this
All alone, there’s no one I know
I’m finding a home, but got no whеre to go
I’m in the cold, blood drips in snow
Pains all I hold, can’t take no morе

[Bridge]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse 2: unknxwn]
I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking
I can’t do this on my own anymore, I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and they think that I’m amazing
They don’t know the real me, they don’t know I’m faking
You tell me you love me but I don't know what you’re thinking
Happiness is fleeting, I’m tired of chasing
I’m still bleeding, baby I can taste it
You don’t need me, baby girl I hate it
Used to wake up, think 'bout getting faded
Don't tell me what I mean to you, I don’t care, you can save it
I don’t want your love, it’s more than that, baby I crave it
You’re the only one that can help me, girl you’re my haven
I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking
I can’t do this on my own anymore, I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and they think that I’m amazing
They don’t know the real me, they don’t know I’m faking