[Verse 1: Killertaken]
You don't want me, and I can't have you
I'm feeling so stuck, I don't know what to do
Break me, you fucking hate me, you drive me crazy
My heart is racing, fuck, you don't care how I feel
Another lost soul, that's all I am
No, I don't wanna be your friend, everybody just leaves me in the end
I keep taking pills, they are my only friend
Nobody wants me, my past fucking haunts me
What I did is so ugly, I feel like I'm drowning

[Verse 2: unknxwn.]
I can't become who I wanna be if I don't let go of who I was before
I need to close the door, I'm not [?] who I wanna be, so I keep it low
So I don't up and blow and turn it all to smoke
You wanted who I could never be
Why you say what you said to me?
If you knew that you wouldn't ever be here with me
I was chasing the ghost of another person I know
You fucking lied from the start and now it's clear to me
You were my safe haven, but I wasn't worth saving
You left me starving for your love every single time I craved it
I wasn't aware of everything you did behind my back
Guess that's why you stare off every time we spoke in contact