[Intro]
(JuneOnnaBeat)
Mm, thought I was gone but I came back, like I gotta get that
[Verse 1]
She want my heart, I don't wanna give it to her
I'm a thug, baby, I ain't never had no real love, is it love, baby?
We gon' thug, baby, we gon' make up, give me hugs, baby
But you gettin' fed up, wanna throw away
[Chorus]
I throw away my heart 'fore I give it to her
Try not to break a heart but I still do it
I know how it feel to let your guard down 'cause I been through it
I know they gon' change if I go broke 'cause I been through it
Stayed out in that rain by myself 'cause I been through it
Shit ain't been the same since you left, I thought you been knew it, uh
I thought you been knew it
Ain't been the same since you left, I thought you been knew it
[Verse 2]
My auntie text my phone, "Nephew, how you been doing?"
Don't wanna vent to her, but I might vent to her
My uncle 'nem been trippin' lately
I been tryna get more close to my big brother
I been tryna to get more tight with my big brother
I been tryna make shit right with my big brother
Thirty days, thirty nights by my big brother (Uh)
I don't think that n***a really know how much Dee Mula love him
I don't think they really know, been plenty times I done suffered
I don't think they really know, my life a movie, Chris Tucker
Gotta stay up out these streets 'cause we keep losin' each other
I've been stayin' out that way, n***as abusin' each other
Ain't no love in this shit so they been usin' each other
Everybody tryna find out where my heart at
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know)
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know)
I don't know (Ah, I don't know)
Mm, ah, I don't know
Mm, mm, mm, mm
I put my heart in a book bag, threw it in the river
Been runnin' from the streets, I stay, they label me a killer
They shoot at you, you don't shoot back, they label you a pillow
I seen some n***as crash out, his n***a's armadillo
Cover up your heart and don't give it to 'em
These n***as snitchin', I better not do no time for none of you bitches
Every time I wanna crash, I hear these voices, bro, you trippin'
Why you wanna be in the streets? You blind, you don't know you the ticket
You don't know it's n***as dyin' to be right there in your position
My family keep so much to say, so lately I've been distant
I'm catchin' on 'cause lately I've been fishin', they bitin' the bait
I ain't know this fame came with hate, all the love fake
I ain't know this chain came with snakes, I done gave 'em plates (Uh, uh)
I ain't even ate, I'm so busy makin' sure they ate (Uh-uh, uh-uh)
They sayin' I ain't straight 'cause lately I've been givin' them they space (Uh-uh)
How the fuck I ain't straight? They keep on playin' in my face (Uh-uh-uh-uh)
[Chorus]
I throw away my heart 'fore I give it to her
Try not to break a heart but I still do it
I know how it feel to let your guard down 'cause I been through it
I know they gon' change if I go broke 'cause I been through it
Stayed out in that rain by myself 'cause I been through it
Shit ain't been the same since you left, I thought you been knew it, uh
I thought you been knew it
Ain't been the same since you left (Uh, ah), I thought you been knew it, ah (Uh, ah)
[Outro]
Uh, ah, uh, ah