[Intro: Softheart & Samples]
It was high stakes
You made a horrible choice!
On a Friday
I've taken drugs
Off the drugs
Slumped over sideways
I'm getting high
Getting high lanes
On the highway
Feel like a roller coaster
I'm stuck at the sign in
This ride of life is way too quickly over
I don't wanna be here another summer
I've taken drugs
I'm such a zoner and loner
I'm getting high

[Verse]
Cheap liquor and an ounce of weed
Just wipe the damn slate clean
Even if I said my piece
They wouldn't know what I mean
None of these parts of me
As if they're at all hard to see
If I told you everything
Trust me, you wouldn't be relieved
[Chorus]
I can't keep holding
Can I be honest?
Honestly, I don't got space in my heart to confront it
I always knew in retrospect, it's all just so obvious
I don't know why I hate myself for something so harmless

Hold up, can I be honest?
Honestly, I don't got space in my heart to confront it
I always knew in retrospect, it's all just so obvious
I don't know why I hate myself for something so harmless

[Verse 2]
I'm so lost
Maybe it's time I take the step
What's the worst that could go wrong?
If I already wanna die
Might as well do what I want
Finally figured out what's wrong
That's the worst part
Where do I start?
Practice till the end...
Be accepted and escape loneli-
I just move and change myself around
Like a serpent in the [sun's rays?]
Our society
But I still keep the same parts, I keep showing them on the outside
Loneliness, rejection...
Our society. All other emotional pain
Now, how about drums? An instrument everybody loves