Sorrow bringer

I'm walking around at night
I guess the streetlights pulled me in
I wanna feel the late night ambience
It's not me, no it can't be him
In my own head I'm an extraterrestrial

And it don't make sense
In a blankness
When I'm cold at night I have my blanket
When I'm fortified I don't let no one in
But I think the positives balance out all the negatives
(Yeah, yeah)
Get down, why you know you're not a kid now
Gotta stop throwing those fits now
Sorry I'm such a letdown
Too high up, won't get down
My mama was yelling out get down
Now cops telling 'еm
Get down

Yeah but I don't understand
I don't undеrstand
I'm up to my head
How am I supposed to handle all this new shit coming in
Always overwhelmed
I'm up to my hands, I can't get a grip
I don't mean to trip
I just let it slip
I'm just not equipped
Here I go again
Oh yeah
Ah man hey look at me then
Look at me now, it's such a shame