[Chorus]
Don't you try it with me
I know you're lying to me
Feels like every single day's the same thing
And on and on it repeats
It don't feel special to me
I hold my canvas close to me
I hope my canvas don't bleed
But if it smudge it's on me
(Yeah, yeah)

[Verse 1]
I don't understand what's going in my brain
Just another day gone down the drain
Different places I can put the pain
Crying on my way to the bank
I'm a lonely soul, it's been a lonely day
All I ever did was try to make them grow, they can thank me later
Chilling on my own on a big skyscraper
And it's so funny how it goes
I'mma sit and lie low try to find control
It's so hard to teach, yеah I better take notеs
Swear I always do the most
Fuck around and take a dose
In a 6 hour flight to a lost coast
And I'm just a lost cause don't help me out, don't lead me on
And I don't wanna be there unless it's not long now
19 to 21 didn't know what I become didn't what what I be-
[Verse 2]
Yeah, It's
Like falling into large oceans
I lost my sense, can I borrow your's a sec?
Baby I'm dead, in my head
Don't let me down
Don't pick me back up when I fall and hit the ground
Back myself up to the wall
Lately I don't care at all, don't care at all

[Background]
I laid there for like 5 to 52 minutes thinking, is this really worth it?
Is life really worth it knowing someone could be doing the same thing day in day out, for the next weeks, months, years
(Yeah, yeah, ay)

[Chorus]
Don't you try it with me
I know you're lying to me
Feels like every single day's the same thing
And on and on it repeats
It don't feel special to me
I hold my canvas close to me
I hope my canvas don't bleed
But if it smudge it's on me