[Intro]
Decompartmentalising before
Hard not to feel like a chore
I try to jump
But my feet are stuck to the floor
Can't figure out what I want
In my head, fighting a war
If it wasn't for the friends that I have
I wouldn't have been here anymore

[Verse 1]
Lately, not smoking
'Cause I'm trying to focus
I'm writing some shit
That don't make me feel hopeless
It's hard to find bliss
If you know, then you know
I got tired of this shit
Had to switch up the flow
I think I'm sick
I broke my phone
Yes, I cannot walk in
I feel like I should go
I'll watch some YouTuber
And pretend that I know 'em
So for a second
I don't feel so alone
[Verse 2]
Baby, just something so
Sad what lies in the distance
You empathetic and obsessed though
Got the youngest, in a sense
And a stance
Keep the wolves out
The wood is thick
It's the defense
Barbed wire fence around my friends
Started breaking when it bends
I- I don't wanna shed
Don't wanna stress
I'm on a cloud
Don't wanna fight
I just leave the fire up
That's the signal, start to fight
I'm off good caffeine and pine
Even better when they're combined
And she got left with no reply
Trust me, I'm just not your type

[Interlude]
I just start to be a nutcase
Running out wire and pain
I'll run away
My head feel cloudy all day
But I'm not okay like I'm grey
But I'm not grey
I just start to be a nutcase
Running out wire and pain
I'll run away
My head feel cloudy all day
But I'm not okay like I'm grey
But I'm not grey
[Pre-Hook]
Ay, falling down
Next spike, tasks run around
Scrape my hands on the ground
Wasn't used to the pedal brakes being out
Call it out, don't hold back
Speak slowly and don't backtrack
Got good gas smellin' like asscrack
Got good gas but I don't pass that

[Hook]
Breathe easy
Man, that's so far from me, yeah
Try to see the good in things
But it's so hard for me
Honestly
Believe me
Trying my best to be (good)
Bringing out the best in me
I need some ecstasy
Please