[Intro]
My mom used to wake me up
Saying hurry and get dressed
The bus will be here in a second
As I'd hide under the covers
Felt so warm
Hear the exhale of the brakes out front
Most days, I wouldn't even get on
Just sit and watch it go by
Surprised it still feels so close
It's been so long

[Verse]
Never went to prom
Principal told me I wasn't allowed
Girl I was dating went with somebody else
I tell myself that I didn't want to

[Chorus]
Growin' up's just
Finding the balance between
Childlike wonder and existential dread
A squished bug
Struggling 'til I'm dead