I don't know what happened
One day I just broke open
And tears spilled out
I've been crying ever since
Tears I kept inside
Like a light undying
The suffering extends
When it dulls
Like a fingertrap
I'm desperately clawing
My way deeper
Drawing us
Deeper into each other

I don't know what happened
I just broke open
All these words and sounds
Spilled out
Traumas I've kept inside
I'm an addict until I die
Oh I love you, I'll love you
'Til we're dead
I wake up at 5 A.M
Vomiting
Put the sheets in the wash
I've been vomiting ever since
The suffering extends
When it dulls
Like handcuffs or trick candles
Handcuffs or trick candles
Trick candles
It draws us
Deeper into each other

I'm crying through the birthday party
Truck stop bathroom
Riefenstahl film class
My baby's in
Heaven but I'm here
New Mexico dirt
Begging to stop this shaking