[Verse]
I said fuck it, I threw up in a bucket
I pop another pillie, 'cause I don't know how to stop it
Don't know why I did it, maybe I'm an addict
Or maybe I am trying to forget it
I used to feel like shit, now it's even fucking worse
Kill me, throw me in a river so nobody fucking knows
Hang me by the fucking neck and throw me in a fucking hole
Bitch, motherfucker, I don't wanna feel this anymore

[Bridge]
I'm so happy
Now I'm so happy
Now I'm so happy
Now I'm so happy

[Chorus]
I don't know why
I still see you when I close my eyes
I still feel the pain inside my heart
I still think about you all the time

[Bridge]
Take me back
To a place where I belong
To a place where I feel strong
Baby, take me back to ecstasy, oh baby
[Chorus]
I don't know why
I still see you when I close my eyes
I still feel the pain inside my heart
I still think about you all the time