I find it really hard to speak what’s on my mind
It never seems to end so well, but yeah I’m fine
Wasn’t always like this but I let too many in
I cast a shadow so it won’t happen again

I filter words so I know just what I might say
I mess around so I don’t fall too deep again
I’m paranoid that everybody is the same
Maybe it’s normal maybe I’m the one to blame

I’m stuck in between
The person I am and wanna to be
I’m losing myself
Thinking I’m doomed with someone else
I’ll bite my tongue so I don’t have to say a word
Deep down I know that I’m just scared of getting hurt
I’ll look away so I don’t have to feel a thing
Please stay persistent, you know I wanna let you in

You know I wanna let you in

I wanna be free
I want you to know
I’m not trying to let you go
I’m fixing myself
I’m searching for parts
I’m still broken from my past
I'm stuck in between
The person I am and wanna be
I'm losing myself
Thinking I'm done with someone else