I been loosing my head all the time
Been tryna cope
Nothing works
Thats why i take eight to ten blues a day
Tryna win fighting these demons
But its a never ending battle
Can't go away
Fighting everyday
All these addictions
Falling victim to this hell
Its like living in a wishing well
Time never flies
Been tryna see a sign
But id rather die
Can't go away from here
My soul crying for (Help)
I can't pray no more
I just wanna be free
Been feeling nauseous
Lost it
Been feeling low
Seen one of my friends slit his throat
Now two more just overdosed
Been feeling dead
Contemplating Suicide
Thats why i take these drugs
To ease my mind
Im fucking tired
Mentally drained
Tried to talk
But no one cares to listen (help me)
Everyone is too abrasive
But these percs listen all the time
They say “take me, let me get you away from life”
If that dont work
Sip the red moonlight
Pour the eight in a twenty four
But i really need some more oh
Lost in my abyss
Can't ever find a way out
It seem I’ve drowned to far yuh
All that lean, pills, and morphine

Mix it with the Hennessey
I go to work
They ask if im all right
Im never gon be alright
All these PTSD Flashbacks
I been crying
Miss you bailee
My three friends
Six overdoses
Beatin’ from black and blue yuh

Oh woah
I feel so cold
Colder than a ghost
Oh oh woah
Oh oh woah

(Lil Hope & Juice WRLD)
I been in the whole time (oh woah)
I been so far in my youth (oh woah)
You never no the pain i go through (oh woah)
Drugs are my only friend (ooh)
They always say rehab
I say “done it too many times”
Now i just wanna escape (no)
Dont need no ones help
If i OD please do not resuscitate (oh woah)
Im just a cancer (woah oh)
No one wants to be around (oh ooh)
Just a cancer
No, no ,no
(Woah oh)