[Intro:]

...Mic Check....

[Verse 1:]
I done been through hell & back,I got these scars to fucking prove it,ton of muthafuckas said they had my back but who were the ones to really do it, we hear it all the time you got no one but yourself,even then this shits reluctant,I myself am my worst enemy,tryin' to find peace of mind but this personality disorder keeps me from serenity,being bipolar is a poison where the fuck is the remedy,these pharmaceuticals got me crazy,all these nights are the same,I swear I'm going insane,I'm tryin' to hold on to hope but these thoughts continue to torment my soul,I'm sweating alcohol through my fucking pours,every night I pay a visit to the liquor filled rivers,while I try to ease the sorrow at the cost of my liver,wishing I could turn back the hands of time,maybe the feds would of never fucked with my cousin & maybe my brother would of never served that time,would of done every thing in my power to keep my boy sirokk alive,taken back all those nights I had my momma sleepless & restless praying to god that I'd be alright,I'd be lying if I said I never thought of suicide but I got my mind right,it's hard to stand on your feet when life continuously knocks you down to your fucking knees,some nights embracing defeat seems a lot more fucking sweet

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[Verse 2:]
Seems like forever & a day since I last seen the light,let alone picked up a mic,I'm Locked in Pandora's box, condemned to life time of writers block,seems like I can't write a proper rhyme to save my fucking life,Now I'm questioning all my relativity, where the fuck is my creativity,I gotta get my shit together, battling my demons I gotta stick it out & prosper in the name of divinity,I've lost all sort of inspiration,but the fact that these people quote my lyrics fuels my motivation,I continue to write it out,shit is trippy when you stop & think about it,these cats recite your lyrics & feel the same pain you felt in the mist of the moment,I put my passion in these words & let my soul relish in it's components..
I let my soul relish in it's components