mxmtoon
now’s not the time
[Verse 1]
Barely a year, got my first role
More than a daughter at fourteen months old
Bearing the weight of being your friend
Now I'll never be a kid ever again
[Pre-Chorus]
What I wouldn't give to just be young
I'm bending over backwards for my mom
[Chorus]
So now's not the time to say it out loud
I'll take my dreams and I'll shove 'em deep down
Say it's what I want, I hate when I lie
Wish I could let you know what's on my mind
But now's not the time
[Verse 2]
Pack up my life, moving back west
Hurts to go home when I just left the nest
I grew up too fast, now I feel alone
'Cause I'm not the pеrson that they used to know
[Chorus]
So now's not the timе to say it out loud
I'll take my dreams and I'll shove 'em deep down
Say it's what I want, I hate when I lie
Wish I could let you know what's on my mind
[Bridge]
Like how much I'm scared that I might hit the ground
And I wanna be brave, but I'm starting to drown
When I think about pieces of me that I've found
That I'll never get back 'cause I'll never grow down
[Chorus]
But now's not the time to say it out loud
I'll take my dreams and I'll shove 'em deep down
Say it's what I want, I hate when I lie
Wish I could let you know what's on my mind
But now's not the time