[Verse 1]
One year short a fourth a century
Part of me's still stuck at fourteen
Never thought I'd be somebody
That could get so angry
One more second 'til I shatter
I've been told to say I'm fine
Nothing really seems to matter
When it comes to my mind
[Pre-Chorus]
Bite my tongue until it breaks
Blood on my cheeks
It's been taking up more space
Lately
[Chorus]
Try to scream, but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in, can't say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little?
Just a little, just a little
[Verse 2]
Always good at understanding
Always try to keep the peace
Standing in your shoes for so long
I've forgotten all of me
[Pre-Chorus]
Clench my face until I'm weak
Hardly breathing
Think so much so I can't speak
My eyes are leaking
[Chorus]
Try to scream, but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in, can't say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little?
Just a little, just a little
[Bridge]
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel nothing
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel so much 'til I feel nothing
Feel nothing
[Chorus]
Try to scream, but it always sounds pretty
Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied
I wish someone could hear me
I wish they wouldn't fear me
I wish someone could let me lose it
Hold it in, can't say I'm not civil
Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle
Can I lose my cool just a little?
Just a little, just a little