Starting today, starting over

You're the first one I thought of
But the last one I turn to
I wouldn't bother you but I need help

We were so good back then
There must be something loved
You said you'd always stand by me

Can I lean on you now after all that we've been through
Did we throw it all away?, is it gone?
Do you need me somehow, is there something I can do?
Can we try another way?
Starting today, starting over

You used to believe in me
The thought of what used to be
I wish you could see how much I've changed

It took a lot of time
For me to realize
I just can't make it on my own

Can I lean on ...