Is it of worth when there's nothing to gain
Do we show strength when we inflict pain
Finally run out of others to blame
Now even good memories only bring shame

Seems all I do in this world is just take
Hide all my flaws could it mean that I'm fake
Get so consumed by all of the hate
We often forget how to communicate

Never was meant to be this way
Is this a bad dream then I need to wake
Envy those days when I had MaryJane
And great glass elevator to an escape

Why is reality such a mess
Anxiety cuz families in distress
Forgive me my sins oh dear Lord I confess
If this is your Will then this must be a test

Takes real eyes to realize
What is actually real from the lies
But real minds to really recognize
A genuine bond where we empathize

Don't open up just keep it inside
Surrounded by fear there's no place to hide
Is it true freedom when you have to decide
Between opioid rehab and suicide
Raise your own voice break the silence you must
Policies change and along we adjust
In God or rather in Bitcoin we Trust
Either way like this earth we go back to dust

How much longer must we Wait
Weary I grow to know my own Fate
The longer I hope the stronger my Faith
In the day you come back and you'll make a Way

*CS Lewis excerpt*
My argument against God was that the universe seemed so cruel and unjust. But how had I got this idea of just and unjust? A man does not call a line crooked unless he has some idea of a straight line. What was I comparing this universe with when I called it unjust?
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-CS Lewis


Generations brought up in fallacy
Deprivation of true intimacy
Who are we to subject morality
When man's laws govern society


Not of this world in this world I am still
Fleshly desires no longer appeal
Baptized in Spirit and fire I feel
His resurrection is why I am healed

Enemy's near so keep family tight
Cultivate peace its our God given right
The greatest commandment since Christ won the fight
Now it's our life's calling to be salty and light

Bread that we eat in remembrance of
The Lamb and the Lion and All The Above
Provided me more than I could ever dream of
Cuz we were made in The Image of Love