Holding my head under water
I’m trying to drown you out
Everyone knows that I’m a goner
Now that you’re not around

Black stars black scars
Black beating heart
You cut the lights I’m barely alive and
Salt rain salt stains
Won’t go down the drain
Cried out my eyes I’m losing my mind so

I bathe in the memories of the years
Retracing all the things we’ve done
But this ocean is flooded with my tears
I just can’t pull the plug

So I fill the bathtub
Keep my head down low
Trying to deal with this overflow
I lock up the pain I know
Trying to deal with this overflow

I’m trying
I’m trying
I’m trying
I’m trying
Trying trying oh

I’m trying
I’m trying

I’m trying
I’m trying
Trying trying oh

Nothing can stop me from sinking
Bring on the tidal wave
Does anyone know what I’m drinking?
I’m a cocktail made of shame

Ripped seams so deep
Rinse and then repeat
You’re in my veins
You’re haunting my brain oh
Lifeline untied
Slipping vital signs
Shark in a cage
I’m going insane so

I bathe in the memories of the years
Retracing all the things we’ve done
But this ocean is flooded with my tears
I just can’t pull the plug
So I fill the bathtub
Keep my head down low
Trying to deal with this overflow
I lock up the pain I know
Trying to deal with this overflow

I’m trying
I’m trying
Trying baby

I’m trying
I’m trying
Oh

I’m trying
I’m trying
Trying to deal with this overflow

I’m trying
I’m trying
Yeah

Trying to deal with this overflow
Trying to deal with this overflow