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Redemption.
[Intro: Sol Seppy]
Come here, spare the end
Don't want to talk in metaphors
Your new hole is my head

[Verse 1]
I’m tired of all of the jealousy that I have given to all of my friends
I tried to give less of the envy but everything pent up
I’m angry but try to pretend
Telling myself one of many things like the people you love will just die in the end
So why are spending so much of your time just moping and lying in bed
You barely been changing your clothеs, you hardly been going to sleep
The sleeping pills don’t even work but nеither do you, you gotta get up and be finding your peace
The puzzle is never completing itself, with everything confided in me
You look in the mirror and start lying to me, you’re a fuck up
There’s never a chance that you’re gonna be famous
One in a million but never enough luck
Too busy just stuck up
Just shut up and listen
You’re being a baby when your son is in the next room
So get off of your ass and set an example
I don’t care how tired you are, I don’t care if your minds in a scramble
I don’t care if the music’s a gamble
I know that you’re heads in a battle
With the very body that you have been vowed to protect
You can’t even do that correctly I noticed your lack of respect
Now nobody loves you why do you think that they call it the cause and effect
You gotta be finding a different career you gotta deposit a check
To get out of your mother and fathers now don’t you forget
[Chorus: Sol Seppy]
So farewell your heart
And this is all
I found no one
It matters not

[Verse 2]
I’m sorry to the ones in the past that I have affected
Cause I’ve been trying to work on myself and give more affection
I’m guessing that this is my lesson
The tension is giving the question
Of what is the meaning of life
What is believing in light
When casted in a shadow
From evening to night
What is my deal with these people in sight
All that I’ve given is hate
I should be setting it straight
I’m thankful for all of the love but fuck, I’m so afraid
Of rejection
I’m worried of every word and every inflection
Depression anxiety run in my family I want my redemption
I want an exemption I want to feel human
I feel like I’m Truman
The rods in my spine supposedly help but I feel so inhuman
I have been stuck in my room with delusions
All that I want is the feeling of being included
But god I’m talking to you
God I’m wanting the proof
That there is the slightest clue that you exist
God my hands are together
God just give me some bliss
God I’m speaking with this
I’m sorry to friends and my family for all of the shit that I put them through
I promise to better myself and finally do what I’m destined to do
Maybe I’m quitting the music maybe that’s what I should do
Maybe I sound like I’m crazy maybe I’m speaking the truth
Maybe I fight for my son cause this life that I gave him
Should be something that I see til the end there’s no way that I’m done
[Outro: Sol Seppy]
So farewell your heart
And this is all
I found no one
It matters not